Utter disappointments.

I am not inspired by anything to blog, fingers just itchy to type out some paragraphs of who knows what I'm typing. I don't even wanna blog at all! In the end, I guess I'll end up with 2 - 3 paragraphs, maybe more.

Anyway, just need some point of views & opinions.
E.g, You've just patched back with your ex. Then he/she shows you a pic he/she took with his/her friend of the opposite gender.
You've been bickering with your girl/boy over that friend of the opposite gender for ages, but afterall, you both have patched up as girlfriend and boyfriend right, so its just right to have trust in one another, but this friend of the opposite gender is tooooo sneaky and you feel there's something fishy going on.

If you were in this situation, would you,

1. Ignore the WHOLE problem and treat it as it never happened.
2. Continue questioning your partner until this topic gets boring and eventually dies out.
3. Ring up that friend of the opposite gender and fuckin' fuck answers and explainations out of him/her.


You ask me, number 1 and 3 is totally out of the question.
For number 1, I cannot just ignore and pretend things never happened. Things that hurts me gets to me and hits me hard emotionally and mentally. I cannot ignore and pretend.
Number 3 isnt totally impossible luh. Afterall, we need trust. ALL relationships needs trust. But I will fuckin' fuck my partner with Whys and etc.

Lol. I dont know why I even bothered to type all this chunk of shit out, guess sometimes we need some advices? :(
Ha. Its fuck obvious it happened to me right, dont even bother thinking whether did it happened to me or not.
Anyhow, am slowly getting used to this life. All the sadness will soon be gone??

& before I know it, I'll be smiling like how I used to again.

& fuck! How time flies!! The end of holidays and start of miserable school is nearing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nooooo, someone tell me its just the start please! I haven't even been playing well man!
School sucks. Suck school !!
But at least I have things to wait for, exciting things!!

Movie with, guess who! this friday ;)
20th, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
23rd for butter and 25th for st james again! 27th, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ again!!
HAHAHAH. Why isnt when the holidays are ending then all the good things appear, when its the beginning and mid, everything and everyday is boring? Weird.

Ok. Just finished the half carton of yoghurt drink, & Im off to bed.
Good night peepies! ^^
Always be happy with what you have, you will regret when its gone. :)