Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Too late to apologise.

Couldn't express how I'm feeling in words. So lost in everything now.
School sucked big time, lesson timings all extended. Teachers all changed. School doesn't interest me now.

Nuinui,
I've let you down. You were gone too early, why must God take you away from me so soon. It isnt fair. I really cant put my feelings in words. Baby fetched me after school, we went to buy a hamster ball just for you, new sunflower seeds just for you. But when Baby told me the fucking sentence, I stunned, shocked. Lost for words. Helpless.
I had to cry, but I couldn't. & when I did, it was uncontrollable. Baby told me not to be upset anymore. Then I muttered to him in broken sentences, Nuinui is a living thing, she has feelings. And she was just 2 days old with us. How'd expect me not to be upset??
My little girl, Mommy and Daddy will always be with you no matter where you are. You will always be remembered. & my little Nui Nui, Mommy loves you. So does Daddy.

Rest in peace, my little Nui Nui.
Now, pictures are all whats left of you.. I miss you dear one.

18 comments:

{♥}`AngeliaMiyabi said...

ur hamster died ?? poor thing .. cheer up alright ??:D

Unknown said...

Thanks , I will. :)

Clara said...

Oh my god. That must be a very painful experience for you :( Cheerup.. :( Btw , you know anywhere that sells huge and cheap hamster cages? OHOHOH ! btw my hamsters fought AGAIN & one of them bleed on the nose ): , So i have no choice but to save up money to buy 2 cages for them -_-

Unknown said...

Try Pet Lovers Centre. Any branch.
I went there yesterday, they sell mini cages like 5bucks only. MAD CHEAP.
And there was one I saw, like 4 (mini) storeys high. Like a terrace.
Only $48 ?
Mad cheap. :D

Anonymous said...

Hello, cheerup yeah? (: I'm sure your Nuinui would know how much you love him/her. (:

Anonymous said...

the highwaist short you looking for , i think topshop selling

Anonymous said...

how did she die?

Anonymous said...

how did she die?

Kumiko Hayler said...

aw. cheerup pretty :) *hugs

Unknown said...

Anonymous - Yea. But she's gone..

Anonymous - Really?? Thanks!! :)

Anonymous - Not quite sure, when I came back from school yesterday, she was not moving already.

Unknown said...

Kumiko - Thanks:)

Anonymous said...

Could it be due to heat stroke?

Unknown said...

Cant be, my 2 other hammies also alright what.
Cannot be heatstroke. :)

Huimin said...

Hi little girl :D haha bu yao sad le :D see u again in sch and we'll gossip abt the pathetic person :Dhahahhaha

Anonymous said...

hi do u use lashes? where do u buy it. and ur brand for eyeliner n mascara. haha you're really pretty. don't look like your age! stay pretty and update more okay :D

Unknown said...

Yeap, I do. :)
Mascara and eyeliner all from Mabelline. Yup, will update frequently. :)

Anonymous said...

Cheerup okey :) haha.
Where you get your lashes from? :)

Unknown said...

Thanks, im better:)
Bugis street 2nd floor, $5 for 3 pairs.
Dont know why people say the lashes from there is not good, but I can use a pair for very long and I like buying from bugis.
Nvr judge a book by its cover ;)