Everything's my fault. I am always the first one to be blamed.
Sometimes I really hate being around.
& to you, quit making my life miserable already.
How much time do you need? Everything step you take, you think like forever! Can't you just take some risks? Will it hurt you? If you fall, just get back on your feet again!
Its just so simple. Just because of someone in your past, you let it affect your future?
Spare some thoughts for me. I dont want your sorry. Its just mere words to me and its useless.
All I really really hope for, is for you to understand that life isn't always smooth and simple.
And definitely not the way you want it to be.
You never try, you'll never know.
The mind's telling me to let go. Its no use clinging onto false hopes.
But the heart's telling me not to give up.
I need some really good senses knocked on me now.
Gah.
I need a talk with the usuals. But my decision will still stand I guess. I am keeping my word.
But I am f-ing drained...
Anyhow, its past midnight.
Happy 1st monthsary to gerald and you sis!
Green with envy. Really!
Not in relationship , unhappy.
In a relationship, also unhappy. Why am I like this. I suck.
Like what you said to me, 'I dont know what to say to you.'
Now its my turn to say it to you.
I am f-ing helpless and I dont know what to say to you anymore.
The days are gradually getting more and more dead.
It has been a MONTH.
I've tolerated for a whole month.
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