Let go

Been feeling shag and upset nowadays.
I didnt have the mood for school today, thought would be able to meet someone. But sadly, no..

Many feelings and thoughts came and go. I am always so unsure of things.
Maybe this time Im for real. But I guess you wont give 2 hoots too.
So lets put an end to everything. I am tired. Too tired to carry on believing and giving myself false hopes. My heartfelt efforts went down the drain just like this.

I hope you are damn satisfied.
I am not happy at all.
Know what I think ? You're just a f****** jerk.
You're selfish, you only think about your own feelings, thus ignoring others and forgetting they have feelings too.

I am somehow starting to hate you.
Please dont make me do that, I dont want to hate you.

Im sorry for being so harsh with words, because I am going insane soon.
But I guess you wouldn't know.
Sleeping and friends occupies me now. I hope that I will stop thinking about you from now.
The more I think, the more I am hurting myself.

Thanks for acting like you cared anyway.
Really appreciated it.