Just another crush afterall.

It's just so difficult to explain how I feel.
I feel that I'm made of glass, completely oblivious to everyone around me.

You - , Think that you're so "adorable" with a "cute thinking" ,
despite your so-called mature age.
& you - What am I to you? Subsitude? I don't know.

I'm not trying to bring anyone down, nor am I badmouthing behind your back.
I'm just venting all my disappointment & I'm doing so openly and for all pairs of eyes to see.
I just can't put up with all these nonsensical stuffs, I hate being your lovetoy baby.
I just hate it. You know who you are, and I'm glad we've stopped all communications with each other.

Sighs, I just want the holidays to be over, and resume school life.
I miss crapping with friends & teachers.
& I miss the teacher's long naggy lectures.
They may be bored, but at least there are people who're there for me & fully dedicates their time for me.

& to special someone - Thanks for accompanying me through the holidays, all the fun time together shall remain as well-kept memories.
From hair-dying , to bathing ********* & ****** , to sleeping like pigs in your room & your oh-so very nice Mom cooking for me!
We had lots of up and downs, minor friendship obstacles are part of our friendship.
It's still a long path up ahead for the 2 of us.
See you on Christmas Eve my dear!
( and days before that :] )

Time for some soul-searching everyone, including me.
Whoever I'm mentioning in this post will remain anonymous.
I suppose you're dead guilty if you feel that I'm talking about you in this post.
Like I said, I did not mentioned any names, so if you insist that I'm talking about you,
then, so what? Its not like I would give a fuck damn to it anyway.
Ha.

Might be on hiatus again afterall.
If so, might be back only during Christmas.
Comments disallowed.
Bye.