I beg you ..

What in the world is happening to me ?!
GUYS WILL NOT GET THE BETTER OF ME, NEVER EVER.
Fuck.
It's been a month sillyboy. A month.
& when will you ever realise how deep you've stabbed me in the chest when you sent me that message?
Thoughts were running inside me like crazy.
It just felt like I was shattered into a million pieces..
I feel so empty then, I was too shocked for words.
But all I could think of , was you.
I want you to dote and loved me like how you did baby.

LIFE IS JUST SO FUCKING MEANINGLESS WITHOUT YOU AROUND.
Sigh. Come back soon baby, please don't tell me that other guys are better.
Because you're perfect in my eyes, and no one's gonna replace you.
I just wanna forget what happened that time, I only want you with me.
I'll be waiting baby. I know miracles do happen for a reason.
No you = No me.
It's you who brought happiness into my dull life.
Trust me baby, I'm not letting you go.

Just you see, I'm gonna prove every fucking human who's doubting my words, so fucking wrong.